myThoughts.

Random Pics..

2006-11-22T14:40:00.000+08:00

The author's back to post some random photographs.
In fact,she is in school now, waiting for the Queen to end school.
So here you goes..

See how big and bulky N93 is..

It definitely don't suit me. I would better stick with my phone. Did i mention it costs 1.2K??

The Kind Queen of Bangadesh drew this for me.

Let's take a closer look.. *ZOOM*

Sister and RacHie.. =D

It's us again..=PpP

Uncouth behaviour. Tsk. Tsk.
Whose shoes does it belong to??

Ai Jie!!!!
He doesn't allow me to order the oreo cheesecake with a valid reason, for im too fat!! That idiot.. so im gonna post his photo here. he resemble something right?

YEAH!!! they look alike!!

'Tsk. Tsk. Can don't take anymore?? I will sue you if u still continue.' -Ai Jie.

Ready for school.

im fat. fat. fat. FAT!!

or could it be im wearing double layer of clothes??

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That was supposed to be published some donkey days ago..

I got back my NETF and DBMS paper. and surprisely, i didn't score as bad as what i think. But still i need to AJA AJA fighting!!! *Grins*

I love my LS family still. u people rocks!!
and im going back hyss for bonding camp!! woohooo~~ =P

ciaos people.

MST's over!!

2006-11-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Finally, MST is over!! Weeee~~
At least i can breathe now, almost suffocated.
Monday was my VB practical test,i made alot of careless mistake.
Tuesday was my DBMS written paper, it was horribly done and pray that i can pass.
Today was NETF's turn, hopefully can struggle through.

Im tired. I no longer can bring myself to study.
How long must i adapt into the IT world?
Sometimes,i help dearie with her homework.
I will often pondered 'How nice if im in her school, or at least take up her course instead.'

Yes,i did consider changing course which dear Michele strongly recommend me.
'What for hanging onto something u don't like at all?'
But But But.. I think i need more time to think about it.

I hate my course.
I dislike certain people in my class.
I don't want to study for the modules i don't understand at all.

'Aiyo, why land up in IT field??' I need to gather much courage to tell others that im actually taking up IT in SP. But it's always this question which make me speechless. Some can't even associate me with IT. Some gave me a look-down face. Some people are waiting for my fall. Yes,Im falling but who will be here to catch me?

Now,i feel like skipping school everyday.
No longer have the feel to 'chiong'.
Probably Daphne is right, if there's no chalet, the situation will not be like today.
But im thankful that through the event, i learnt the true meaning of friends and recognise the evil side of people.

Too many incidents happened these few days,i doubt i can hang on..
Why pick the wrong timing? Why all these happened without me controlling??
Anyway, it's not the time to grumble yet.Gonna do vb tutorial.
Bye.

DayDay.. =(

2006-11-12T01:59:00.000+08:00

It's been almost 9 years, baby.
I still remember vividly how we met.
Parents object us being together.
For we shouldn't keep.

We once lost you but found again.
It's hard for us not to forget you.
Not to think of you.
We misses you now and forever.

I hate myself for not showering enough love and care to you, little one. It was until today when i realised it's all too late. At times i got really busy and I thought that branded food will bring happiness to you. When im feeling low, you never failed to brighten up my day.

The first day i brought you home, I had difficulties seeking a nod from daddy and mummy. They said I was too young to hold any responsibily at the age of 10. But it was the pair of innocent eyes of yours, which changes their mind eventually. 1 more mouth to feed which means more expenses. But dad has never grumble regarding the issue.

At 2am, I feel for you when i see you suffering. But you got better when sister hugged you in her arms, feeding you with water. At 3am, i went to sleep after ai-jie assured me that you might just catch a cold. Slept with the mindset that you will be fine the next day else will send you to the vet.

At 6am,I see you lying in your cage motionless. I cried. I know you did everything to save your breath. Seriously, I know you do not want to leave us and you love us much. We love you too. Really.. (6:42AM)

Now, we can only pray that you are on your way to the heaven of happiness. We will always remember you.. the joy you bring to the family.. the memories of you shall stay with us. Thank you for appearing in the family and make a difference to my life. Take good care of yourself in the other world,precious.

Though we are already apart, but i know you will always be with us.

Logging off
RacHeL..
2:41AM
111106

E-Learning.

2006-11-11T02:00:00.000+08:00

Hehh. here again to tell everyone that the author is actually still alive and kicking. Not to worry about. =)

In case some of you here dunno..
I failed my O level eng unfortunately.
So i have to retake this year.
And i had my 2nd attempt this wednesday.

Terrible. It's terrible.
I kinda of screwed it up again. Lousy.
The only resolution is to go to 'tien kong' and por bee.
Another alternative will be i meet an extremely kind marker.
He/She decided to pass me with flying colours.
Hohohohoho. that's my IMAGINATIVE mind cracking up again.

That day, on the way home, was on the phone with polar and Ah Wong was on the other line. Just then, a dog run towards my direction and i SCREAMED!! I ran and it chased after me. Damn embarrasing can?? =(
That's the reason i hate dogs, they always love to chase after me.

I wanted to say something to the Ghost... I know you will be looking at my blog and you know who you are.
Apparently, the stupid mouse of mine accidentally clicked on ur friendster profile. I was speechless and exit out of the website immediately. I don't mean to view ur profile and i'm not really too sure how did i get in too. Anyway, just hope that you won't get the wrong idea of me concerning you. Please bear in mind that i do no have such friend like you,okie?? Thanks.

HoHoHoHoHoHoHoHoHoHoHo..
It's 2:14AM now and my sister is still not back yet. So worried for her. And...

FIONA TAN!! You are not forgotten. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! QUEEN~
(Note: She made me say she's queen bcos im the princess.)

Birthday Celebration

2006-11-05T03:11:00.000+08:00

Oh yess. it's Princess Rachel's Birthday on 041106!!
Ms Author turn 17 today!! Sweet 17! no longer 16, hurhur..
Received wishes from friends..

Most are expected, Some are surprising and Few will be categorised as disappointed.
People wishes me, I will feel extremely happy when someone not-that-close/ might completely forgets, actually greets you!! But also, u will think otherwise when someone u thought might drop a birthday msg to you, did not do so. Anyway, im contented to know friends still remember / bother to find out these little details. I feel guilty when i did not do so to them. From now on, RacHeL shall always cherish people around me whom made the effort to keep in touch. =)

Today, i stay indoor. Apparently, i dont want to step out of the house. Blame it on TBCM assignment, i feel totally drained out. My birthday falls on Saturday and im wasting it by rotting at home. I fully comprehend that i need to wait for another probably 6 or 7 years before it get back to Saturday again. But.. i really need to rest. But still i went out, had dinner together with my family.

Had an early brithday celebration with the girls. Let's just leave the photos to do the talking.

Since it is MY blog, it ought to have photos of me, agree??

All the above taken before i set off for school.

That explains why i was late that day. In actual fact, I've taken far more than these.

I lied to Fion that im not coming to school. (Note: i was on the way to sch)
The former believed!! but later then,i told her i was just lying. =)

So i met her at our usual place in the morning. Did i mention we saw lulu on the way to toilet?? lulu was my maths lecturer in poly and so we just crap with him since he still remember us.

OH mine, pimples outbreak!!! darn little things always come wrong timing. that include my menses too. =((

Stupid Fiona made me wait in the toilet for so long that i took so many photographs.

Sigh.. What's taking Fiona for so looooong??

Finally, we reached classroom. As usual, we stoned behind, praying that all lecturers will not disturb us. Indeed, Geraldine did not prompt me for answer. I bet she have given hope in me. heee..

Both Fiona and I chatted while on the way to town. Journey with that latter always made me feel pleasure cos we always can come up with all sort of nonsenses. Lunched without Daphne. The former, who plans this meeting, actually forgets the big day!!! So she went home to change while sister and i continue our gossip session.

Had neoprints!! But i do not have the time to scan the neoprints yet so u people will have to wait. Anyway, pls wear shoes while boarding MRT, Fion & Daph??

After splurging on those money-eating machines, we went to Coffee Club.

While waiting for the food.

Fiona's. Rating: Average.

Rach's. Rating: Die-Die must try ARH!!

The fondue was here!! Yummy Yummy.

Must let 爱姐 see what we have eaten. Make him envy of us. *evil grins*

Sinful Chocolate Feast.

Daph caught me and my mud pie.

'Stop shooting me, i dun like to be in album' -The Uncle from the background.

'Uncle, i think u made a mistake. My friend was in the spotlight instead, sorry uncle, maybe next time yeah??' -Ms.Rachel.

It's my DEAR~!!

Majiam pat me like a dog.. =( i certainly don't look good, i know.

Look Carefully, i got my braces PINK!!!

Daph feeding Fion. They acted as if they are couple. *shivers*

'Cannot meh? We wanna lovely-dovely leh..' -Fiona.

'Why not u do it for me lahh? Come, i let u feed me.' -Fiona.

'No!! Thank u, i rather obsessed with my food and myself.' -Rachel.

Chocolate. Chocolate. Chocolate. My favourite!!

Daph and her favourite mango.

My dear can advertise for mango. Man, she's photogenic!! =))

'Wait leh,Daphne. There's still food inside my mouth..' -Rachel.
'Nvm lah, just close your mouth and take photo!!' -Daphne.

Fiona and her favourite Strawberry.

Pretty Daphne!!

'Aaaaa.. Please spare my life, ms Daphne..' -Fiona

There's actually one whole chunk of Fiona's photo. But if i blogged out,she's gonna turn me into minced pork.. *Grasp*.

'My strawberry...~~' -Fiona.
It dropped straight after she commented that the strawberry is nicely dipped with chocolate.

The tower look as if it's gonna be collapsed at any moment.

'BOOMED!!' The architecture crashed.

The debris of building after an air raid.
Can it somehow relates you to 911??

Pretty Fiona. =) She said she dressed up becos of me and i wondered how true can it be. Nah,just kidding.. =P

Daphne's sweet. and I like her. hee. =P

The author.

Hmm..Running out of captions.

Look At Daphne!! I guess she's too bored. haha. =X

They say i look like a primary school kid,trying to concentrate on her work. Do i??

Im contented. Becos i've chocolate~~

I think Fiona has split personality. But Geraldine says there's no such thing call split personality.

She's acting as if she has attitude problem.

Im bored too.. hurhur.. =(

Errr.. act cute? PUI!

I asked Daph to give me a contented expression but she acted innocent instead. hee. CUTE!!!

Me and Fion

Daph and I

I wanna give a 'qian-da' face but i can't do it.

Daph and I, in MRT, on the way to vivo city.

Our reflection. duhz.

Daph and I at vivo city. We parted with Fion.

Went toy'R'us. That's Thomas and Friends!! hee.. cute.

Daph with the WIG?? Cute right? I do not wish to blog my photo out bcos it's superb ugly.

Waiting for Daphne to get her food. For around 30mins??

Daphne's so cutee.. But this photo doesn't seem to look like her. Could it be there's food inside her mouth?? hee...

Okay,HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Ms. Rachel.
She's 17 now.. =))

Anyway, ive lots of videos to be blogged out. Apparently, something wrong with blogger today. In addition, that stupid sister of mine switch off my moderm twice today!! Idiot, waste my time to wait before i can access the net. Okay, will be back to blog 2 more entries.

Bye, people. =)

nothing better to do.

2006-10-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

hee.. becos ive nothing better to do.. so come the photos..

ive got a big head!

me and sister fiona. she's not feeling well for the past few days and i think it was me who pass the disease to her. sorry sister..

vincey bought this for me. he still say i very auntie. this is cute,isn't it??

look! who's there with a very sissy position..

it's BENEDICT!! haha..

As promised, here's the photos.. Ive more yet to upload. Sorry for the poor quality bcos i reduced the original size so the photo look abit funny..

Fiona told me something today. 旁观者清.. Initially, was very happy but... come to think about it.. it's silly.. and She's upset over something. Hope she can get over it. =))

Ichimaru look-alike, something for u to see before u turn in. hehe. =P

14102006

2006-10-14T01:24:00.000+08:00

Current Assignments are due in less than 2 weeks time. hohoho.
and i did none yet.
god.. what have i been doing?!

Im not feeling well these few days.
Bad Cough + Irritating Throat + Feverish + bruise.
Oh,yes.. i hurt my arm today.
Junxiong came out of the washroom,asking us where were we going.
He scare the wits out of me and i knocked onto the signboard besides the lift.
Im totally lethargic and drained today.. =(

Haha. An incident happened in qinyi's class, which makes me feel so appreciated. hee.
Anyway, mummy dora gave me a link. it matches ur photo uploaded to the possible celebrities that resemble. and guess what....
the result shows that.....
i look like the person below.....

Song Hye-Kyo!
Weeee... so happy!! haha!! ive got 76% of my face which look like her!!
hohohoho~

Okay, i found out that there is FIONA's sticker in my DBMS tb. arrgghh.. will throw it away.
Anyway, she met strange people this week. Situation whereby people jump infront of her,asking for wantons. and a girl wave at her, Fiona waved back without knowing who is she.

Today's the weirdest. Both of us queuing for noodles and apparently, a TALL guy (Note: he's standing at 1.85m tall) appeared behind, asking Fiona if there's available seats over and requesting to sit with us.
Question marks then float in our little minds. Well, i believe Fion got confused too. Bcos of sympathy, we agreed to let him eat with us.

Went club after that, something very very funny happened. but decided not to blog in case Fiona happen to see this entry, i will be beaten to death .

I need to watch goong vcds before it starts collecting dust.
wait, ive a few vcds waiting for me to watch.
hee.. but 金桢勋 is the most important idol. bcos he's 我的李律王子!!

i promise there will be pictures next entry.

Logging Off,
RacHeL (Author)
2:22AM

in school now.

2006-10-04T14:02:00.000+08:00

what nonsense is this..
my lappie got infected!
it is barely 2months..

ZhiBin's gonna reformat my lappie.
Reason being im too lazy to do it. haha.
Also, i will need much time.

Ive been thinking alot these few days.
Had listed out the resolutions.
I tell myself that i need to organise myself well.
Time planning is always the best thing i have but management is what i cant handle.
From now onwards, pls remind RacHeL to study and not to dose off during class.
Thanks.

Sch reopened.

2006-09-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

After the 1 month holiday, im back in the campus.
it's tiring to study modules u dun like at all.
*Sigh...*

Put on braces during the holiday, feel so uneasy even till now.
Many will ask me for the reason of getting braces.
Hmm.. i've no idea too.
A piece of advise: Dont put on braces if u dont need bcos it hurts and u feel uncomfortable.
No more ice cream for me bcos i cant even chew.
Darn,i put on braces simply bcos i think i need one.

New Semester starts, everything seems different.
I dun understand a single thing from the lecturers.
Some lecturers blur like sotongs.
Man,i see a bleak future infront of me.
*Scream..*
I pray hard i will not forward any modules, really....

Off to watch vcd..
Tata~

GEMs

2006-09-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

i would better update an entry before people thought i MIA.
Had register for my GEMs.
Ive gotten what i want but i didnt manage to get it for fiona too.
And she didnt disappointed yet filled with joy.
'I heard that module alot of shuai ges lei....' - Fiona.

*faint* i didnt choose that for her becos of shuai ges okay..
it's a feeling that she will like it and will display her talent through her module.
Anyway,ive gotten back my result last week.
Didnt do extremely good nor good lah~
But im contented. Fair enough for me as i didnt study much.

When this person A come over and check my result.
Note: it is 2hr before result releases but SAS emailed me with the result early.
person A was taken aback upon knowing my result.
and person A gets alittle depressed. bleah.

my result arent good. but im holding with my job also.
i understand that sometimes my job held me back.
it somehow affect my studies, in terms of assignments, cca, exam and more.
yes,i do regret carrying so many commitments and burden.
but if time goes back, i will still choose this route.

Oh, Regina saw my result and demanded a treat from me.
But im not really satisfied with some modules.
im greedy. ;)

Mum just scolded me for not helping out in the IMF event. True enough, it could gained me alot of CCA points. But ive set my mind not to admit myself in local uni. so why should i waste the time when i can make money for my future uni fee. =))

Hmm,i think i would better watch the vcds before sch reopen.
So many things to be done yet so little time (holis ending soon)
Bye.

busy holiday

2006-09-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

wooohoo!! holidays! for the past 1 week,ive been busy.
The next few weeks also packed. (My organiser is filled with words.)
I sense the suffocation.
It's depriving the rights from my dearest repiration.
wait.. it's getting confusing. drop the subject then.

sister fiona is down with some disease.
she still can chat on the phone with me for hours despite being ill.
am worried for her.
hope she's fine by this time.

Alas!
half of the holidays are ending soon. am wasting it. hais.

Regina wants to switch her job to become a matchmaking agent. Initially, she was on phone with her bf and her bf thought of introducing his youngest colleague to regina's youngest colleague, which happen to me?! my god,im not interested in blind dates pls. hahaha.

Then we procceed to chatting. Eaisah's having her diet but she still took my 3-in-1 milo packet! Regina snapped it down for evidence to show Dr. Eng that Eaisah is not following his instructions. Laughter outbreak when we discussed about the photo. I was telling Eaisah that the only resolution she had, is to bribe me. She agreed to give me 2 sweets as a token.
@%$%$^%*&(@##$%^*&@^@^*

In the end,she really gave me 2 sweets but i left it on my table. She took it from somewhere and transfer to me as gift. in return,i showed her -.-" expression and we laughed.
haha,really enjoy my days with the girls. They taught and shared principles of life with me. There are issues which we shared the common goals. We comprehend the categories of MCPs.
More to come,heee. Ooo, did i mention Regina knows how to dance, in an elegant way to add on. That girl learnt many things, including sign language also. haha. both Regina and Eaisah is getting married. so happy for them.

Help!! Sardha says 'Ok, i will send u 2 zimbabwe.' god, she's sending me to this ulu place. LOL. i guess ive been reading zimbabwe maps since my sec3 career started. It's a rural country but urban in some small areas. wahahahaha.

it's getting late. i need my beauty sleep.
time to hit the bed,folks!
night night~

disappointment.

2006-08-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

more disappointment were given to me.

i dont see any difference of me being there or not.
if u still insist im the organiser.
i dare to tell u the following..
'im sorry to tell u im not. From the start till now, when do you regard me as the organiser? Im just a puppet being used by u. do all the dirty jobs for u and u claim all the things.'

Im only recongised as one who apparently mention the event and stupidly believe that it will bond my class. Well,look at the situation, im utterly wrong. However,im also thankful that there is this incident who gives me a clear view of some characters and understand that there is such people in the world.

Well, look.. From the first meeting,i believe that im the quietest among the group. Reason being im not respected upon being the organiser. Yes, you can say im the organiser of the event as i brought up the issue. I strongly believe that i suppose to make decision and accept suggestions from fellow committee.

By judging from the situation now, do u still respect me as the organiser? NO!
I dont remember me making any decision, do u give me any chance? NO!
I gave my suggestions, did u use them? NO!

you are contradicting urself..
for the 1st min, u reprimanded me for not going.
for the subsquent min, u reproached me for being a torn in ur eyes and demand me backing out.
so what? do u still wan me to be there? pls at least state ur stand firmly if u wanna argue.

i cant help it but to say u are selfish and dominate!
u expect everyone to accept your way of doing.
u refuses to take in what people trying to say.
u ignore people's situation.
u does not change ur attitude still.
u disallow people from suggesting.
u give us more troubles.
u start arugments.
what more can u say but to agree that u have the above?

if u like the role of the organiser, do jolly take it.
i dun wish to be the puppet now.
since u dun respect me being organiser, why should i stay?
to be more precise, u dislike the idea of me taking up the role from the start,dun u?

u say im not doing the work.
but im using a sincere tone and ask u.
so.. 'what have u done too?'
u didnt see me working.
u cant be bother to know what is my plan.
u dun care what am i doing.
u dun accept the way i run the event.
u refuses to hear me out.
did u give me a chance?

yes,it's true that im the so-called organiser.
but i do not know the chalet details like the room number and more?
neither can i decide trivial things like time for bbq or even the rate for 03 people to pay.
so that's ur definition of organiser?
did u communicate with me? nope! bcos u are dominating.

im afraid im not up to the job bcos basically both fiona and me feel that the definition of organiser differs aot from urs. im terrible sorry to tell u that ive perfectly no problem while working with my family or friends even my colleagues. so, the problem lies on? Even the most upright person in class feels that u r getting too much.

trouble makers indeed. now,i fully understand the term 'trouble-makers' and it will be some people deliberately stirs up trouble. u had all these problems and u say it lies on me. hello, touch ur conscience and ask urself who is giving trouble now. who is screwing things up? u cant talk peacefully and ur temper is getting from bad to worse. that can be seen even from a third person world. an outsider actually come to me and ask what happened to ur attitude lately. bad temper and blah blah. i dun even want to explain to this outsider. am i suppose to answer ' i dunno,he treat me even worst.'? or ' dun ask me,im no longer his friend.'?

at this moment, i clearly seen the behaviour and characters of some. im really thankful that such incident happened. in addition, i also know which group of friends to trust. a big thank you to all these friends. thank you for all the support u guys give and stand by me no matter how bad the situation is, as u all know the truth. well, u know who u are and pls dun be humble. big huggies for u guys. =)

woohoo,i dun wanna think about this matter alrdy bcos he's officially no longer my friend i would say. to my knowledge, all the events organised by u will be flopped. well, let's hope that this event will not be a failure one. i think i wun be touching this issue anymore. as for going or not, i shall decide on that day itself. if u see me there, means im going. if u dun see me there, means im utterly disappointed and thus not going at all.

exam's over. may tien kong por bee Rach can get good results. thank you,tien kong. hee. =))
it's late.
Night, people.

exam period.

2006-08-22T01:35:00.000+08:00

i know it is abit too late to say but i still want to say that..

Im having my exam until 23rd.

Had maths, oopg and webp exam already. im only left with cos.
calculated my current cos marks. i still need roughly 14% to bid this module goodbye.
i hope i do not need to forward any module.

right after cos,i still need to rush over to shuqun sec to take my oral exam.
oral issue almost slipped through my mind.
initial thought that it would be holiday. but im sure oral will not take up much of my time.
well, i havent prepare for my oral yet. and i swear that im not gonna waste 147 bucks again.

pls stop the author from speaking singlish + chinese + dialects. heee.. =)

after webp exam,i hid a corner of a classroom and i scared the wits of daph n fion.
im sorry. but im greed for fun.
though i know peek-a-boos are not interesting at all.

now,what should i do during holidays? *scratches head*
and what will happen to the class chalet?
i dunno and i dun dare to think about it.

it's late in the night.
i guess its time to hit for my bed.
cya.

Terrible.

2006-08-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

I am feeling terrible now.
it's dreadful..
I didnt expect things to turn out this way and such a great change.

I know i am a lousy organiser but i do wanna care about the welfare of whole.
Can't u just stop and listen to us?
Why are u being so stubborn and unreasonable?
To add on,crude and tyrant behaviour all shown out.

Imagine ur fren scolding u illiterate or using some vulgarities on u?
How would u feel?
Imagine someone fancy pick up a fight when u dun even have intention?
How would u feel?
Imagine yourself in a situation when the other party just simply refuses to listen to u?
How would u feel?

Now,let me tell u..
It is T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E.

I dont understand why a dispute over a SMALL thing?
If you dun like the way i do thing,just say.
Actually, u know u can dun need to through 3rd person to reach me.

Look..
I dont care how u feel after u have seen this entry.
Just like the way u treat my fren after scolding her vulgarities.

in the end, we accepted ur very-unreasonable plan. Pls bear in mind that acceptance does not prove that you are RIGHT but to mean that WE actually do not want any nonsense from you anymore and thus this decision.

pls dun give any absurd/biased/contradicting/foolish/headstrong/illogical/incoherent/inconsisent/invalid/ irrational/nonsensical/opinionated/senseless/silly/stupid/thoughtless/unreasoned/unsensible excuses anymore. You only let youself into a very ridiculous state. Dont attempt to threaten us,we dont buy ur story unfortunately.

If you mind my attitude,pls be reminded that it is only revealed when you are showing it to me. Well, i am not a pushover too. If you still think that i will be the rachel who used to hang out with u, then i am sorry. I am not some hypocrite outside. Regarding about me being uneducated, that is probably u cant understand the way i present myself but others do know me well. Come to think of it, who is the more uncultured one? At least, i wouldn't have such uncivilized / discourteous / disrespectful behaviour.

Upon typing this entry, i fully comprehend that you will still not feel bad / apologetic. We are also too tired to explain. In addition, you will never hear us out. The word of advice just don't go into your head no matter what.

This entry is typed full of agony/ grief/ heartache/ despair/ desperation/ sorrow/ misery/ suffering/ vexation/ disappointment/ hurting/ woes.
You just wun understand how upset WE are and how much you hurt us..
I had a bad day and i know i might lose a friend forever..
Will update after my exam,take care lots friends.
Cya~

Assignments pilling up

2006-07-31T23:03:00.000+08:00

I'm terribly sorry for the lack of posts.

Assignments are pilling up and exam are drawing really near.
Don't even have time for myself now.

Anyway, i am suppose to meet fiona for 9am class but i woke up just to realise that it is already 930am. So i skipped morning class. I lost count upon how many times i skipped lesson.

Today is the dateline for java.
Shall update soon.
Ciaos~

人是否失去了才懂得珍惜??

2006-07-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

人是否失去了才懂得珍惜??

I guess the answer is probably a 'yes'.
Received his sms today.
very very very shocked.
I took 25mins to really believe that the msg is from him.

hais. i tot i can completely get out of this shit.
but..i dunno?
having mix-feeling now.

i didnt reply him already.
what happened to him huh?
he become so 'on' today.

i guess i need a hug from my frens? =(
ADAGIO!
Bye.

Haish.

2006-07-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

This is insane.

Im feeling terrible.
Im feeling terrible.
Im feeling terrible.
Im feeling terrible.
Im feeling terrible.

You all dont know my feeling.
Something that even I also cant describe.
Im living in a miserable life now.
Am looking forward to the graduation day; when I can make my way to the stage with a free mind.

I just wanna say something.

Yes,i admit that i've a crush on someone.
But it is not something that so-called 'frens' can laugh at.
I do get upset when they mock at the matter; it hurts me.

After this lesson,i promise to just keep things to myself.
Im sorry if u think im a lousy friend.
I can forgive but i will never forget.

Wake up late,brush up real fast. Took a cab to jurong point and catch garfield2. It's really sweet of Linda for the tickets. =)

Attended the CYA talk and the interview. come to think of it,i dun have the commitment. I would really pray that im not going through for the 1st interview. Had a crazy day with lifen. Had interview with yan, zl and lifen. We had a really LONG wait (because we are the last to be interviewed). I did badly for that bcos i dun wanna get in. and the stupid zl loves to di-siao me. He even commented when i combed my hair. -_-"
zl,i will get you someday. =))

That's about it. tata~

我无法只是普通朋友..

2006-07-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

Sleepy. Sleepy. Sleepy.

Been working on with my webp progress report.
Handed in already,not to worry.
I really hope to do well. =)
Got back my maths result. and i....

PASSED!! weeowit~~
Is a time to celebrate with champagne!
Wait,it's just a pass.

Lots of assignments/projects to be done..
So much work, so little time.
Term 2 ending soon in 5weeks time.
We will have to welcome sem test by that time.
*nononononono*

我无法只是普通朋友..
你是世界上最美的风景..

crap. im going insane soon.
Adious~

Yawns

2006-07-02T03:25:00.000+08:00

*yawning*

It is 3.22am now. I am still here blogging + adjusting the photographs. Stupid photobucket.
Arrgghh.
How about the assignments which i plan to be completed by yesterday?
Arrgghh.. Throw all aside.

Was very happy. The suggestion i given applies to this year's youth day.
But im unable to see the teachers in uniform lei,must be hilarious..
I still remember vividly the junior who strongly opposes my idea.
Hypocrite.
But too bad,it is accepted and used. ^^

I seriously need some sleep.
ciaos~

Summary

2006-07-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

This is gonna be a summary for my holidays.

Firstly,my hp bill came. It says 'Total Amount Due (SGD) 1.50'
HoHoHoHo. Pardon for the blur-ness.
I dun wanna imagine my next bill.

The view outside my office. Any towers ring u a bell?

You can see. im really bored,so i took the picture of a.. photocopy machine!
(P.S after several attempts, im still unable to rotate lei. sorry.)

The documents..

Wanted to blog out my company's name but decided not to...
Apparently, photobucket does not work well today huh.. Alot of photos cannot be published/edited.
Enough of holidays, due to server lag, i cant upload all the photos. sorry.

Went library with daphy..

Tadah.. this is what happen when my dear daphy chooses to read...

There are many more unable to upload.
Wuahahahaha.
Moral of the story: I mean it when i say im bored.

你的不理不睬让我好失望
在你走的当儿,你不曾转过头来看.
其实伤心的我就在你后面默默得哭泣, 只是你不知道而已....
As for the above,i mean it too.
Unable to see? Right click for unicode.
I had enough of ur nonsense already and that's it.
Im not gonna tolerate this anymore.

Bye guys.

sorry..

2006-06-18T18:29:00.000+08:00

I wanted to change my blogskin.
Give me more time yeah?

I am tired of blogging.
could it becos of the boring blogskin?
or issit becos i know there are people reading my blog?
could it be the fear of people coming up to me and tell me they read my blog?
perhaps i lost the ability of blogging?
maybe becos there's nothing interesting to blog?
probably becos there's nothing too happy to blog about?
most likely is I dun want to share the unhappiness.

MiLuBing scored 32.5. alittle dissapointed but they did their best.
it's the sound system who caused it.
actually, 32.5 arent bad after all.
they did survived with lower scores.
im just alittle worried for them.
becos i know they are the best.

enough of crapping.
I no longer know what to write.
I still do visit my own blog and others' blogs too.

a photo of me to end this sad entry.

at times like this i feel like banging myself against the wall real hard.

hey hey.

2006-06-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

im terribly sorry for the lack of posts.
I did mention that ive more time to blog becos of the holis.

but but but..

the dreadful e-learning's fault.
crazy.
the whole lot of SP students all login to stupid BB, making the connection so laggy.
(aiya,only applies to last day,=P)
I think i did finish my work, i supposed. =X

i wanna blog this.
i saw 3 eye candies last sunday at my workplace!
wooohooo~
The first one has Khong's built and he's cute.
(look like Ah-di from Energy.)

The second one look like Wang Lee Hom from far.
(did speak to him and he's charming.)

The third one is a duplicate of Amin.
(had a little chat with him and he's gorgeous,=P awww,will not forget our conversation.)

-Enough of crapping-

I seriously need to revise.
Having term test after holis.
Damn,i still dun get it for COS and Maths.
*headache*

LOL,ive got an A for plagiarisim in my COS report.
Stupid BB.
I cant believe they actually set up a system to check for plagiarisim.
73% = A2
I checked with lao da.
didnt expect he got higher than me.
he got..........

94% = A*
wuahahahahahahahahaha.

Awwww.. im already missing Benedict and my dear,Daphne
hur hur
a tinge of sadness in my heart.
Miss u guys..

It is GSS fever lei.
More shopping trips for me please.

Off to do some revision.
ByeBye.

i..was born to love u.
with every single beat of my heart.
i was born to take care of u.
every single day of my life. --Quoted from a song of Pride.

holidays!

2006-06-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah!!
it's my holidays! so that means i will have more time to blog.
anyway, no one will view my blog also.
Less than 5 people know about my blog.

I had webp presentation ytd. Grace says good! yeah,i hope webp can saves me!
of cos,i spend oh-dunno-how-many nights without proper sleep leh. =)
hard work do pay off...for sometimes.

Hais, im miserably now.
his msn nick goes 'I'm in a state of CONFUSION!'
dunno what does he mean.
anyway, i won the bet daphy. =)

3 weeks of holidays leh! =P
i will miss my girls.
i will miss the lecturers.
i will miss slacking in sch.
Also, i will miss F5 + 1.
wuahahahahahahahahahaha~~

Okie,go off now.
Cya~

vexed.

2006-06-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

wo hao fan arh!! =(

finally!
I left only cos report to do.
this week is alittle hectic but i have struggled through.

next week is my holidays which is something worth to celebrate of.
GSS! GSS!

hohohohohohohohohohohoho.

Sake told me something on monday midnight . i am still thinking if it's true.
Confronted him next day but he refused to reveal any more information.
hais. if only there's true.
i am thinking what daphy is thinking.
my little little wish. =(

Ernest taught me a lesson which i feel very useful.
share with my girls.
I would like to learn more.
Now,where is Ernest?

Okay,will update again when im free.
Cya everyone.

Pengs.

2006-05-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

hey hey.
im so *happy* today.

was late (yes yes,this is the dunno-how-many times).
wake up late but i brushed up fast.
reached bus-stop early but i missed an bus.
Next bus was late,so i was late lo!

Saw an eye-candy on the bus! *scream*
then wear my necklance on the bus,he keep looking which makes me so pai seh la.
oops,saw lao da again! he's climbing the hill. (majiam history repeat)
but this time round,he walk stairs so he's faster than me.
i chased after him,was almost out-of-breath.

went cos lecture again,the girls cheer me up.
thanks ladies.
After cos,is CD.
but the slackers did not roam around before CD. (if only we do...)

Did cos quiz.
my quiz are easier than Fion's. (yes,again. im blessed with luck.)
Got 2 wrong.
Hais,i made impulsive and silly mistakes.
I COULD HAVE GOTTEN FULL MARKS.

cos practical ended early,so start cos tutorial first.
i keep shouting out ans.
then lecturer was very impressed with my performance.
duhz,my cousin wrote all ans in her book.
but got many errors lah,i *pai seh* when wrong answers were shouted.

I ended my day having dessert with my lovely girls.
And i appreciate Fion to accompany me till i take the bus.
Saw my aunt on the bus.
i have got no topic to talk with her.

My day ended great. im superb happy today.
Firstly, mr. sprite plugged in n out my thumbdrive for me. Indirectly,Mr. NesCafe touched it. *giggling*
Okay,i see daphy's and fion's eyes rolling.
But come to think of it, mr. sprite is not bad too. =P
I love his smile~!
shall i not drink kopi but sprite?

Secondly,i saw my chu shi biao qing nian. but i heck care him. =)

Thirdly,on our way to fc4,saw a cute guy (holding tennis).

Forthly, saw someone who resemble mr. mountain dew at fc4.

SPARC just called me,i need to go for briefing on wed but the day is really packed.
unless i skipped Noesy hong's lesson? but lao da n big bird cant make it too so i have to go.
Senior just msged me,i need to go for interview on wed. but it's after noesy hong's lesson.
He told me something which makes me happier. =))
i know i mean.
Okay. im tired.
Ciaos~

i know i love you.

2006-05-20T17:49:00.000+08:00

aww~
i...slipped and fall on a bus! omg!
damn paiseh can?
didnt re-present our IDEA project.
so..waste the marks lo.

Then during webp lesson, saw Senior.
wuahahahaha,*happy*
ask him if he remembers me,mistaken he says NO.
upset. =(

Went home and integorrate him.
he says i got short-term memory.
he did msg me in the past,asking if im in SP.
oops was my reply.
he's getting me into cscc.
hope i can go in. =)

For friday,was late as usual. =) Amin,Darren,Ernest and Terence all wear the same. President Challenge. Had oopg. Then Mrs Choo personally teach me how to do. kinda involved some scoldings. i dun like her.

went toilet with daphy. then i helped an old lady (lecturer) to look for her class.
told her the direction but she failed to comprehend. laughed at her.
i know im mean.

Had cos tutorial but didn't listen to his lesson. i know he's a good guy but i just cant stop laughing with the girls. u girls rock!

Okay,go off!
ByeBye!

Recap..

2006-05-17T19:26:00.000+08:00

A slight recap.

MON

was late. (aiya,which day i was not late?) stopped at the 1st bus stop. saw lao da climbing the stairs. then took my time to reach class. checked myself with the pathetic door's mirror. Then i heard someone calling lao da's name twice LOUDLY! stopped and lao da was just behind me! haha,how come he's slower than me? (i walk stairs and he took lift ma).

slack with fion all the way before CD. =X
Nothing much happened after that.

TUE

was late. had my cutie dora's lesson. After lesson,i asked her about elective. She gave me some suggestions which i find really useful. She says for more BI information,can look for the noesy hong. *shake my head*

okay,had REB session during lunch. *happy*
Had maths quiz. T_T:
The questions are rather easy as compared with Fiona's.
Thank God arh.
But i scored the same as her leh. =X

WED

was late. took the same bus as Mr.Orange. (P.S i sensed jealousy).
ahh~
caught a glance at Mr.NesCafe.
*angry* (dun wanna elaborate).
Did our IDEAs and saw the leader of Snoopy (Reads: Superband) again.
Benedict did some stupid acts again.
*laugh laugh laugh*

Went for the talk. 2 CCA points! my god,desperate for cca points since i dont intend to have any cca. =X
Was at the bus-stop with vincent, buey song (issit arh?), Ah Kim and Mr.Orange.
Went home.

Haiyo.
Was really moody today. show my temper to daphy and fion. =X
Bu shi gu yi de.

I was just thinking of something else.
'It' happened twice liao.
Im soooooo bloody pai seh regarding 'It'.
Didn't mention 'It' to anyone yet.

Bye!

weeowit

2006-05-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

Rachie is back as a blogger.
back as a tertiary student as well.

Currently in Singapore Polytechnic pursing for my dip.
Not my choice of course. [insert sobbingFace]
But I still have to survive for the next 3yrs.
We shall see.